o materiala imateriala

Irony ?
Even if I'm an extremely honest person, the men in my life confessed that don't know me for real. Maybe I didn't chose the right ones?! maybe.. I'll never forget the words of a close friend " the idea is that you appears to me like a material immaterial if you know what I mean, from the simple thing that was that bad  , to your charming talent, you are a material immaterial that each time when you'll try to be an immaterial material you will fail "..
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Ironie?!Desi sunt o persoana extrem de sincera, barbatii din viata mea mi-au marturisit ca nu ma cunosc cu adevarat.Poate ca nu am stiut sa mi-i aleg?..poate.N-am sa uit niciodata cuvintele unui prieten de suflet "ideea e ca tu () mi-apari ca fiind o materiala imateriala daca intelegi ce vreau sa spun...de la lucrul simplu care a fost chestia aia rautacioasa, pana la fermecatorul tau talent la desen, eshti o materiala imateriala , care de fiecare data ai sa dai gres atunci cand vei vrea sa fii o imateriala materiala..."