This is not an ordinary experience , it's something that most of the people won't experiment in their life .. I wonder where this will take me.. oh, I know I'm being bad, and that probably I'll be punished for my sin, but I'm enjoying my game, and my sin. I'm the cat playing with the mouse .. And I just realised that love is just an illusion.. sometimes it is so easy to create an illusion! and especially women fall so easely in this trap! I've been on both sides .. so I know well ..