Saturday, May 21, 2011

About my life

written on 11 april 2011
My life .. round circle where past meets the future in a glance & in a short, intense emotion, hard to define. My life.. going to extremes from boring to crazy days and not ordinary experiences..from pleasure to pain, from winning to losing control.. Director & spectator at my own show, stepping outside my emotions, the magician from the other side of the mirror, the one who knows the answers but never holds the keys, the keeper of too many secrets that lost their meaning in the fog of time. The shadow playing with fire and enjoying the game, but screaming inside. Yes, my life.. and now, it's not yet the time to step into the light and look deep inside..
OM

The deep meaning

'Que libres somos cuando sonamos! Las barreras del tiempo, las limitaciones del espacio, las leyes de la logica, las represiones de la conciencia.. todo esto desaparece y somos dioses de nuestras proprias creaciones fugaces.Freud atribuyo una importancia capital a nuestros suenos porque lo que creamos en ellos nos partenece de forma unica.Venia a decir que entender los suenos de un hombre es entender al hombre.'
Our mind is a place unexplored, they are so many things about ourselves that we don;t know and even can't imagine that we could do. We're all born in the same way, with the same potential but very few can pass the barrier of a superficial and material word.Very few look deep in themselves, to see who they really are and where their actions lead them.Yesterday I met an old man, around his 70s, a gentle, simple and opened character.He told me about some unusual experiences in his life.When he was 19 it happened during his study to lose himself from the body and fly .. Those experiences were so alive and unexpected but they didn't last for a long period of time, they stopped like they came, in a big mystery.Was his mind in Theta brain waves?! was he day dreaming?! During that he was that conscious that he was afraid not to 'lift to high and never being able to come back.Years later , one day his daughter,just a little child then, told him that she flew around the garden, he asked her maybe it was just a dream, she was very convinced that she experienced that for real.After 2 years of his mather's death, his sister saw her one night standing in the front door.She asked her for a piece of bread and after disappeared.His sister went to close the door; that night her neighbor's house was robbed, if she had slept with the door opened, who knows what would have happened.
OM